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Thursday, July 26, 2007

to the Mars n back...

it's a friday again! so fast huh. yeayea bro being released (sounds quite wrong..) tomorrow.. good for him! =)
working tomorrow...rocking out holland v again ... friday nights... u know...ever since...dunno when.. I haven really party out on weekends etc like most peepz.. the last movie was...SPIDERMAN3...OMG.
sighz
nv min...at least I saved the $$ ba. haa..

used to be a real m
ovie freak..watching movies twice a week at least..
hm
m.. u know.. I really think the times Ive watched da most movies were when attached.. haa. I betcha the same for u, aint it?

I still haf a gift frm someone, made up of almost alllll the movie tics stubs we watched tog..man..tat was a LOT! *lol* though I miss the times ...*wipe tears*

movies do make up a lotta of my "growing up" years... sec sch... jc..lots n lots of movies.. with friends.. with "internet pals"..with "young puppy-love sweetheart"..with parents *gasp*...
hmm..I think the money I spent on movies....prob can sponsor myself a good trip to Europe huh.. *heartache*
hmm..how bout Valentines' Days... do u haf nice memories of THE day? me? nah.. actually it's more of bad memories.. haa... I remember everyone was giving out gifts n sweets to classmates during my sec sch days.. girls' sch la..so was reaaly girly n sweet..

my first real Vday with A GUY?... was very fun lo...wore matching tops..went ice-skating.. movie ( I think.) .. n hung out @ orchard.. (I was a orchard girl back then..=P) n I still haf the prezzie... reeeeeeaaaly sweet prezzie..wun tell wat it is! *sticks out tongue* the whole thing was so innocent..n sweet! =)
well..subsequent Vdays...err..let's just say..I rather not think about it. it's like a curse or smtg tat I should nv enjoy Vday.. sigh. it's prob all the expectations thingy..but then again, i think it's so fake lo...some peepz juz treat their loved ones nicer on Vday.. only buy flowers for their gfs on TAT day.. dunno where's the meaning le..

Im actually watching tv now..*gasp gasp*.. the last time that I watched tv at home..was think 2 months ago..... OMG. *faintz* I feel like Ive been sent to Mars or smtg. haa.

oh yea..im even missing my fav food haunts.. went for dinner juz now @ Fortune Centre with parents... it's been like months since I went there lo..miss my TomYam Ramen..miss my meekia..miss my curry "fish"..miss my ginger rice... *drools* remember I used to go check out new veg. places with some makan khakis or with my parents..was so fun lo.. ok..*hungry le* think I shd go sleep le.. haa. nitey peepz... with lotsa metta...

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

rain rain GO AWAY!!!!

muscles r aching... got a few blue-blacks.. juz had muaythai today.. shiok man..punchin out frustrations.. =P
did I tell u..I hate rainy days.. n it's been raining like mad these days... told u Mother Earth's going nuts.. see.. pls start taking care of the environment!!!
rainy days are so troublesome..so *wet blanket*.. so sian.. Im sorry to those who love rains.. I need the sun to live.. I run on solar.. =) Im a solar-sapien... =) I miss the sun..can't wait for it to come back.. oh yea..actually I finally gotten a new swim suit..n I can't wait to swim IN THE SUN!! =)

OOOOO.. I almost forgot to tell ... 2 days ago at Cold Rock... me n my friend went gaga over this reallllly cute guy.. haa. well actually, he's a friend of a certain superstar lor... the sian thing was when my boss told him.. sigh.. after that we were so paiseh.. n all I could do was to peep at him from the corner of my eyes.. haa. quite lame huh... well actually it was quite fun.. eye-candies keep us motivated at work.. honestly I was reeealy sick that night... no energy ...but after the big hu-ha over him...I was ALL energetic! =) felt like a little girl..reminds me of my sec sch days..haa

hmm..come to think of it...this is the great part bout being single... u can actually look n blog! openly bout eye candies..cute guys..n hunky ones.. =) ooo..I love being single man.. haa. ya like my brother wil say...that's cos nobody wants me.. sobz. sigh. anyway...let's not talk bout this.

brother coming out in few days time.. wonder if he'll look any different..liek maybe half his original size or smtg.. haa. nah dun think so...as long as it's not twice the original size..i ll faint.

working tomorrow.. cold rock has changed the closing time... now tat it's closed earlier... we ve got no cab home...gotta take MRT. sux.. the whole trip from HV to home takes like 1 n half hour lor.. sigh. n that means I ll haf much less motivation to go to work le.. =P

alritey..gotta go get my beauty sleep..been so lack of it these days.. tata!
with metta...

Friday, July 20, 2007

no trunks please...


manz, it's been almost a week since my bro's been sacrificed to tekong le. so fast la..
oh yea, some more pics from CR.. haa.. fun peepz there!








oh..I so gotta blog this..saw this super super cute guy (was a customer..I almost fainted. =P).. wearing...a Standard Chart marathon t-shirt... damn good tan...n juz nice built..not too mascular.. *drools..* haa.
oh in case u dunno..I like guys in a few type of attire...if they actually look good in it...Ill melt... =P (n I happen to see a few this week! wow....Im in luck! haa)

1. Marathon's / Triathlons shirts... n Berms... (*they need to have a nice built too..=)*)
2. Uniforms...not sch uniforms.. but more like military ones... army..air force.. navy.. I think it's nice...more than nice... can't find the word...sexy?..not really.. SMART..Yup..SMART!
3. PINK! haa..well if they aint gay of course.. well not really pink la..but bright colours shirts.. I think most guys stick to blue..black..brown..blahblah..too boring.. I LOVE bright colours... =)

funnily...as opposed to many females..... I dunch really like guys in swimming trunks.. so I dun understand why they get male models to wear them in alotta mags... they dun turn me on..they turn me off..haa.. ops.
anyway...let's not get into tat..
think I need sleep.. haa , yay working tomz nite~ =)

with metta...

Sunday, July 15, 2007

tekong tekong!


yest was a "tekong" day..haa. yea. was my bro's enlistment day lor.. so we cd recce tekong for once! gotta wake up darn early though..

anyways..the place is nice wat....dunno why my friends complained like mad the last time.. no more double bunks..but nice clean single beds... swimming pool...parade square so clean.. food so sumptuous..(western meal somemore!) .. got so many shuai ge too..oh yea..bit off point..but anyway..
quite cool le..only managed to get a few pics la..we looked kinda like tourists there..haa..taking pics here n there.. bleh..

*wondering how my bro is* shd be enjoying ba..haa. eh..I really dun mind going lo..remember last time I wanted to sign on too..but parents "violent" objections...they're 'guo lai ren'... sigh.
i like the regimental part le...n can tone up too man! plus..I like the OC..obstacle course stuff.. I get satisfaction from physically challenging stuff ba. haa. sheesh.

2 weeks before he gets home.. wonder how he will look like..haa.. prob still the same la..eh, I juz like to 'imagine'!

oh after tat...was back to work at Cold Rock.. was the store's grand opening ...fun fun.. TAUFIK was back AGAIN! =) but din manage to take pic with him though.. sobz..next time I hope..
but finally got to take some photos with my partners on shift...n of the place...
time passed reaal slow yest....by the time I reach home was 3am.... n I woke up at 7am ...slept at 4.30am... zzzz...

today was alrite..work @ suntec... dreamt n thought of someone I should have forgotten years ago...felt little sad.. but Im fine...tomorrow will be a better day I guess..
anywayz...its kinda late now liao.. will talk more in the next post. need my beauty sleep le..nitey!

with metta..

Saturday, July 07, 2007

HaPPY EaRth DaY! =)

HaPPy Live Earth Day! or do u even know it's EaRth DaY today... for the cause of global warming n climate crisis... it's a real big thing in US...but i guess not here..where ppl seem to be busy with their own lives n earning money than to care much about the earth..
i din do as much as I would love to.. threw my stuff out to recycling bins.. slept without aircon.. took public transport..walked rather than taking feedle bus.. not very drastic changes..jus little stuff I can think of..
it's easy being green.... "answer the call!" (quote from Live Earth)

sent out a msg to lotsa peepz yest.. bout today... well.. some sweeties were really nice to reply with sweet msges. n some..were I guess, "amused" with the fact that I did that. Honestly, I really wanna know if there are ppl out there who care as much.. Im not paranoid..nor am I mad... I guess I just feel more than most pp I know.. sometimes i feel as if it's a bad thing to care more..

though I had a good time talking to some customers I had @ Suntec...well, they make me feel not so "alone".. haa. yea. we share the same sentiments bout animals, environment etc. I really appreciate it when ppl understand and accept others for their principles or views. Unfortunately, not many do that.. some juz think others are crazy for being too concerned...oh I get a lot of that... sigh. oh well. too bad! Im me! =)

watching Live Earth now... Rihanna.. she's looks kinda freaky though...reminds me of Adam's Family.. haa...
oh ..heard Transformers' really good.. damm.. haven even watched a single movie since.... godknows when.. bz bz with work... today's one of the feeeeeeeeeew nites I get home b4 1...(think I mentioned b4 le..) yaya..
tomorrow till 2 too.. =) rocking out @ Cold Rock..watya waiting for.! come find me tom! after 7pm! =)

http://www.liveearth.org/

niteY with metta...

Thursday, July 05, 2007

he's quite gorgeous..

fwah..feels like months since my last post.. generally...been just work n work.. meeting lotsa nice pp(customers esp!) oh...n of course not very nice customers... both @ CR n suntec...
let me sum it up... wat happened in the last few days....
  • bro bought me a pair of goggles.. most exp pair I have so far.. it's great!! super anti-fog...as far.. n quite comfy too! which inspired me to hit my own record of 90laps =)
  • had fun working @ Cold Rock.. great partners/colleagues on shift..
  • good old frenz came to support moi @ CR .. esp. since they juz got back from Japan.. =) good to see my "Jappo" fren back in spore! thanks again peepz!
  • caught up with some bf frenz.. though would loved to meet up with more! =) feel so guilty haven been to bf for the longest time...sigh
  • had fun muay-thai-ing n punching out watever frustrations...
  • THIS IS REALLLY EXCITING..... I MET TAUFIK dammit! =) yes that singapore idol...or 7-11 guy...hee.. he came to CR... I TOOK HIS ORDER!!! OMG... honestly I dun really fancy him tat much la... but after that night...OMG... he's damn handsome... n u know what... he's actually damm tall..n hunky!!! yeayea..he looks so much bigger in real life... n his eyes are gorgeous.. (even my bro was star-struck...hee *shhh*)
  • had some wierd customers.. rude ones..drunk ones.. harrassed by DRUNKARDS.. dun understand why some men like to drink to the extent of losing their minds...
  • received some wierd msg from wierd ppl..
hmm..can't remember much le... oh yea..i wanna take some photos..n put it up ...my posts r getting boring..sheesh..

gonna sleep soon..working till 2am tom.. sobz.. come CR find me ba.. =P night!

with metta