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Tuesday, January 29, 2008

more of rally..












aye more photos frm the rally ... (steal frm friend's camera. thanks sharon.hee.)

Sunday, January 27, 2008

1night in kl..












just came back from KL..one night stay.. for company rally yesterday.
looong day though. was my first time @ the rally ..so was actually quite excited.. and besides, it was a chance to see everyone all dressed up too!
time flew past truout the whole 2 days..


we stayed over at the Zon.. an apartment-based hotel.. the hours...7-12am.. lots of speeches.. n the food took forever to com rally itself took 5e! the whole thing was motivating though..lotsa awards. n yea. i got 1 too. so surprised. nice?

was an interesting experience.. though today had to end up quite badly. some lousy incident n i can't get over it. feelin sucky.. sometimes i really can't stand myself..
tired.. i hope tomorrow will be a better day.
anyway..more photos in my facebook~lotsa babes n hunks(?) check it out!
with metta..

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Contender..Contented.

omg..i wan ESPN.. i wanna watch Contender Asia.. manz..the guys r HOT! haa. after muay thai class today..i can just feel the "high" watching the video on utube. manz.. i need SCV.. urgh.



anyway.. was checking out the website n the videos.. the guy that won the 1st match, Naruepol..omg. he's so damn hot. haa. *drool*.. yes ive a thing for athletic guys.. n thai guys? hot. =)

well..the sporean's not too bad too. Zig Zach (bottom left pic..).. at least he's good enough to be spore rep.
seriously i think this is a thai game..n i will vote for thais to win.. =) ...Naruepol...omg. check out his kicks n elbows.. damn power can.

hmm.. i think im gonna so find a way to watch it.. anybody knows of a video streaming site that has this? pleasssse..

maybe soon..there ll be a female contender asia.. i ll be waiting... *on guard pose*
=)

Saturday, January 19, 2008

i need a life..

usual sat.. had the night off to spend with family.. went for dinner.. @ the usual place.. (this time around i took pics! haa. yea. new hobby..taking pics of nice food..got inspired by some veg blogs ive seen..damn their pics make me salivate.. gotta ask permission to link them..so u guys can check it out too! ) in case u r looking out for "meat"... im sorry but this is a vegetarian blogger! =) *peace sign*

wanted to do some shoppin actually..but smtg crop up..so..ended up going for a jog.. haa. oh well. good exchange. save money. got my runner high. yay! =)

work's been ok.. tiring honestly.. little stressed... think it should be okay.
keep feeling like im missing out smtg.. this emptiness feeling which bothers me. like lack of some spiritual fulfillment or smtg. i miss the times i spend @ BF.. hee. i remember the peace and serenity i feel whenever i get inside BF.. esp. @the Eton House.. n it's the same feeling i get when i used to meditate.. haven been doing it for a long time...*guilty look*
the only time closest to this good feeling is having a loong swim.. slow ... but i guess it's the repetitive motion that somehow calms the mind... it's damn therapeutic really..
shucks..i keep talking bout swimming almost every post. urgh. paiseh. as u can see..i dun really haf much of a life these days.. manz.

oh yea.. guess wat. im going KL this friday..haa.. yup, company rally.. only for the night.. ..but better than nothing la!
n...oh ya..am going to Phuket with parents in March! yaay! haven been for a holiday with them for a long time.. the last time i went was Sept ..for the orphanage trip.. before that was with my brother...to Patong...( i know.. strange place to go with ur siblings..hee.)
this time around..im gonna SHOP!
too bad brother not joining us.. army commitment lo.

can't wait!

with metta...

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

appreciated night off...









night off today..yay! a needed off. went for dinner with parents @ this plc call Living Greens in Lavender area.. first time there.. nice healthy food today =)
we had the mushroom spaghetti.. almond gado gado n the "ma jiang" noodles.. will try the other dishes next time!
price range bout 7-10 for main dishes.. little more than our usual budget..so considered a "treat" ba. haa.

i wanna get a new camera ..so can put up more nice pics.. hmm.must remember to take the dishes frm my fav place @ fortune centre next time. haa.

urgh. really having a tuff time understanding all the different policies.. as a newbie.. i have a loooot to learn.. and with my current full time job.. honestly it's hard to find time to sit down n absorb. really must jia you le.

oh yes...1 incident tat day.. was @ the gym.. wearin my jc netball shirt.. was havin a good workout..about to leave.. then this young guy came up to me n asked if i was frm the jc... (this dun usually happen ..so i thought i knew him.) replied that i was..yeeeears ago. he din believe.. keep asking when. (urgh. some ppl really dun get the hint. who the hell ask about a stranger's age...)
so i said almost bout 10 yrs ago.. (actually it's 7..but come to think of it...it's scary!) then he was stunned for a moment.. "u dun look... u look very young..." yeayea.. i m OLD. sheesh. anyway...so i made a very "young" friend.

god i think i need to go for a "face sag" instead of "face lift" ... *faintz*

Monday, January 07, 2008

punch it up..

the week's been really trying. hmm. trying to understand the insurance policies stuff so i have better product knowledge to help others.. info overload.. n doing that while working @ the other side.. my brain's super taxed.

quite stressed up honestly.. worried that im not performing up to standards @ work ..hopefully it's alright.
got my promotion this week.. that will mean more responsibilities and of course, more opportunities as well.. i need to do this well.. this balancing thing..

muay thai was fun today.. din wanna go actually cos am still down with flu.. with all these cardiac arrest cases going up...it's really quite scary. anyway.. needed to let out frustrations n stress.. glad i went. took some pics too!

yesterday was good too.. went for dinner n some shopping with mum @ bugis.. same fav veg place. =) we each bought a pair of new shoes! yay =)
really wanna get a new phone soon..am thinking bout SE 910i or 580i.. really like it. but think 910i s little huge.hmm.

it's a new week again.. all the hols r gone...till the next... CNY. urgh. i dun like cny.. starting to feel stressed up already. can't wait to get over it..really. badly.

need to do some thinking. need a swim too. =)

with metta.