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Wednesday, July 30, 2008

pain n more pain..

a whole load of things happened recently.. for better n for worse.
felt pretty shitty mostly, quite an emo roller-coaster too. hopefully it's going to be over soon. though im really grateful to some sweeties who stuck around n hear me out. a shoulder to cry on is always very much appreciated in times like this.

summing up interesting stuff that i did since the last post..

went to the zoo (photos coming up soon...)
clubbed.. mos. o bar. danced my troubles away.. it really works.
ate durians @ geylang in the middle of the night.. good stuff man.
watched episodes of Friends n laughed my problems away with sweet company..
training .. box. kick. whack my ass off.
joined the Mizuno run 10k. route was lousy. but the t-shirt was nice. n most amazing part was taking part with my bro. sweet.
bought a pair of Mizuno trainers.yay! (wasn planned.. the run n the shoes brand..)

saw a sinseh. for my really bad cough condition. been down with the flu bug for almost a month. all the coughing is causing me chest pains.. now i can't even breathe properly without feeling the pain.hafta control the exertion. think it's bronchitis. hopefully nothing more serious than that.
TCM doc says its infection.. should get better soon.
i seriously hope so, because i can't train properly in this condition n im so frustrated.

tmr's a stressful day.. i can't wait for tmr n friday to be over. stressful days. some roadshow thing. im really very stressed out over it. urgh.

metta..

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

lately

hit with full-blown flu. sux. all after too much durians. but it was quite worth it la. lol.
now's the season..durian season! n flu season i guess. lotsa pp seem to be hit by it.

up to lotsa stuff recently.
just had muay thai this evening.. n a few of us went for night run after. totally aching now.

weekend was cool. sat on mc cos of super bad flu. but managed to tahan n hung ard town with bro. had dinner with family n grace @ a jappo restn near my house. good stuff! should haf taken pics. next time!

caught some movies. Hellboy2 n Red Cliff. both r not bad. pretty cool. Tony Leung.. gorgeous. =)

oh yea went sentosa sometime last week. for some photo taking (no. not for wedding.) i realised Tanjong Beach's quite nice. quiet. n peaceful. prefer it much more to Siloso seriously. so wanna go back there soon to chill n tan!

with a sweet friend's help, finally progressed a little on me n bro's jigsaw project.. (seriously..the jigsaw had been put on hold since 2006.) i honestly dun think it will be finished anytime soon.. need to gather more manpower. jigsaw anyone?

been feeling a little off lately.. i dunno wat to do. wish i can have more time with u. maybe i need some tlc.

my apologies for blogging funnily. short random sentences. smtg 's wrong with me.

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

bliss...

been a busy but kinda fulfilling week..started job @ a club gym.. made lotsa friends since the members were mainly regulars.

realised tai tai's lifes are damn shiok.. at least the sporty ones... they spend a few hours in the gym everyday.. besides the shopping and the coffee-ing with friends..
many 'uncles' too.. super fit 'uncles'. imagine a 60-70year old running on a treadmill for an hour plus .. (and i mean RUNNING.) n 50 year olds doing bench presses n leg presses of super heavy weights.
of course there r the young hot ones.. quite little though since it's a high end club. n i guess most young adults go for gyms like cali n fitness first etc.

job's fun.. talk to members, help them with their workout, advices n stuff. learn training tips frm colleagues etc. only hate it when it gets slow.. (little ppl in the gym).. time ends up crawling. hate that.

besides work.. life's been pretty nice.. watched 'Get Smart' n 'It's a boy girl thing'.. Get Smart was not bad, super funny, n i take my hats off that loser. he really is such a cute moron. ha.

Boy Girl Thing had quite a 'duh' kind of plot... romantic comedy .. quite sweet but think it's more worth watching it streaming online..
wanna watch Hancock n Wanted soon.

yest was nice too, celebrated mum's bday @ a Spanish Restn. @ Clarke Quay with parents, bro n grace.. ambience was nice, n the food was not bad (i can only vouch for the veg. options.. but family definitely enjoyed the others..).
but the service yest sucked big time. had to wait freaking long for some dish.. n their follow ups were crap. bro reco the place n he did mention yest was exceptionally pathetic cos it's been good the past few times. lousy luck i guess.
still, had a nice time catching up with family.. sweet.

oh ya. sux. been getting comments that i 'grew'.. fat or wat. it's such a girl thing to feel upset bout it huh. urgh. i better start eating clean..too much junk food lately.

well it prob is good that im gonna hit muay thai training more now.. im actually starting to enjoy the circuit training ..after almost 2 years of it..which is really wierd.
skipping with the weight rope is the hardest. but i love the light feeling n coordination when u go tru the motion.. it's addictive.
getting late. hit the bed soon.