miss me...

juz got back from work..hmm.. gonna miss cold rock when Im @ Khao Lak... heh..

u know...feelin kinda funny bout da khao lak trip... it's like a mixture of excitement..anticipation...yet a little worry..n of course anxiousness.. hmm.. i guess it's the fear of the unknown...bout not knowing how it will be..about how things will turn out..about what I will see.. it's overwhelming!

n guess what..it's 4 days away..n i haven even packed!! sheesh.

i still remember yeaaars ago when i was much younger...each time my family plans for a holiday overseas..even if it's just in nearby mysia (which probably is most of the time...) i will be reeealy excited..n we would all be packing away at least 1 week before...or smtimes even 2 weeks! haa.. thanks to my mum..who can think of things u ll need that wouldn even cross your mind...seriously.. she's one solid woman! preparation work can never go wrong with her around.. =)

yea as i was saying.. we will be really excited bout the trip... n bcos we often go for our mysia trips by coach.. me n my bro will be busy packing away stuff to entertain us for the 7 hour bus ride..

i remember we started off with games like snake-n-ladder, uno etc..then we realise it wasn workin much cos the board n starters keep falling off each time the bus jerks.. then... we went on to bringing "brick-games"(u guys still remember that? haa..) ... oh yea..n we never got sick of playing stupid games like "scissors,paper,stone"(the slapping version)...n other "ping-pong" stuff. kids..yes. we were.

as for music...my first few trips i remember...brought a walkman...n we had to share!..tat was way before this mp3 thingy came about....yup.. cassette tapes! haa..used to record nice songs from the radio man!

then..came discman.... n we still had to share to listen on the bus ride... haa.

now..there's mp3... we each have our own... =) duh.

time really flies... but im glad ive had wonderful moments ive shared with my family..and friends...that i ll never forget.. if fact im such a "photographic" person...snapshots of these moments can flash tru my mind a lot.. yup.. they "replay" in my mind... the exact motion...the exact surroundings... it's freaky at times..ha. but dunch tink im alone .. =)

i really miss being a kid.. innocent..n free.. less worries..less fear...maybe naive..but who cares... i miss me..

with metta...