in pain in rain in vain...

a reeaaly lousy day.... leeme whine...in the rain and in pain...

went 4 an "accupuncture" today.. coz I tot I pulled a back muscle... was in real pain when I woke up .. anywayz..after the "sinseh" session...realised that the spine was out of place...must haf been when I carried the heavy box.. accidently "pushed" off the spinal cord or smtg.. sheesh.. aint that amazing!
yea..n I gotta tell u that "sinseh" session was a life-time experience man.. the "doc" practically n literally "pushed" the spine n bones back lor.. all the cracking sounds...Ill never forget ..at least for these few weeks..haa. manz.. 3 times he did it! sheesh..... my first time..n hopefully my last..
still hurts now..hurts so much !!!!!! but least I can breathe better..cos of the off-place spine..I cdnt breathe properly since last nite...
now with the rain and the pain... my days can't get any worse huh..(I hope so..)
waiting..n looking forward to the sunshine after the rain n pain! =)

have a good weekend u guys... mine will be kinda lousy..working on eve's night ..hopefully my back will get better by then..

with metta....

ears ears....

it's the day before xmas eve... am wondering wat I should be feeling? ...*ponders* not much diff..why? hmm..maybe I dun really celebrate xmas usually...no xmas tree or parties... oh well.. tat means no prezzies too. *pouts*

nope..I din dare go near town today... I dun care how attractive the lightings would be..wat I got yest was enough to scare the heck out of me already... =P
had a nice peaceful day...nice peaceful swim.... and a really "peaceful" weather! =) yay! I like the sun! =)

oh yea, somewhere in the midst of my swim.. I realised I forgot to add on smtg 4 my "dream pool" features.. it will haf music "underneath"... yea..so I can listen to the radio or smtg while I swim.. it's possible in case u are wondering.. Ive came across such a pool b4..in one of the nice hotels in spore. can't remember which exactly though.. it's so cool lor. hearing songs in the water... *excited already*!

haiya.. think im a fantasy-queen man.. dream bt all sorts of silly things..things that will probably never come true anyway.. oh well..liek I said again.."dreams are for free!"

oh yes...I must share this...Ive had a new "observation"... (I do such silly stuff ..) u know how ppl always ask u "What is the first thing u look when u see a guy/gal?" or "what feature do you look out for?" some like eyes....some go for the smile...some go for the tan(me me!).... "some" go for the legs....boobs..(won't say much..but these are the kinda men tat are soooo darn men.)

I like a nice smile..nice tan..nice shoulders...well of course who doesn't like a nice face (I dare u to tell me tat!) ... but I just realised...ears are important too! really! maybe it's just me...
was kinda bored on the train tat day....started to look ard... and then! I saw this kinda attractive guy.... but his eaaars.... not my type.. I din take a 2nd look after tat.. haa.
no no..there wasn't anything wierd about his ears..normal 2 ears..but to me...I dunch trust small ears... heh.. think that sounds kinda stupid. I bet ur eyes are rolling like nuts.

they just remind me of realllly bad experiences with certain small-eared ppl. not just 1..really. it's not meant to be a generalisation.. its too ridiculous...haa.
before u start checking the size of your ears... PLEASE... it's meant to be a joke.. anyway...the joke applies onli to the males.. so heh. gals are excused!

ok..my mum just laughed at my theory. so much for morale-boosting... *sigh*
morale low now... will stop my post la... catch a movie n sleep soon...

with metta....

very messy xmas @ orchard road...

fwah...long time since I last posted... oh yea, i deleted the previous post..felt it was too depressing to be read. haa.

hm..xmas here in 2 days' time... not in the merry merry mood yet? try a walk down orchard road..yea.. bet u either feel ALL XMassY or..u start to hate orchard road...
I just did...manz.. it took me almost an hour to walk from orchard station to somerset.. and it also took around 20-30 "excuse meeeee..." "sorrry" "sigh" altogether.. haa. yea,..the crowd was horrible man.. and it's not even a weekend... gosh.
actually come to think of it, I was concentrating more on walking properly without bumping into ppl rather than on the xmas light-ups... *frown* but anyhow, I thought it was kinda well done-up.. yea, except maybe sounds of xmas carols would be better than the drowning voices of "wah so nice" "wah so crowded" "oh man wat the heck..." "come girl take a photo here!" ... =P

actually for a moment, it really felt like walking down one of those festive streets in chinatown on chinese new year's eve... oh...darn.. now I "cant wait" for chinese new year... gonna be dragged there again...

ah, forget the festive stuff... gonna get to the rain thing.. yea. evryone's either complaining bt the rain or darn happy to stay in bed all day with the literally pouring days... for me..yea u are right, Im not a raining person AT ALL..... I miss the sun man... alright..I shant get to the grumbles.

I was soooo glad to take a peep at the sun yest. after that crazy rainy day. had a reeeeallly nice swim yest man... was itching for one since haven touched the pool over the wet week..
manz..i was so darn happy I sang while I swam...(yea, tell me if there's anyone as wierd as me... bcos in reality, it's impossibly nuts..)

then I started to fantasize bout a dream pool I would get if I were rich.... heh.. *typical sporean heh*
my own private pool....just some features I was tinking abt..typical 50x20m..3 lanes wd be enough I guess.. but here's the nice parts..
it's gonna be heated... n it will be outdoor (did I tell u I LOOOOVE the SUN!!!) but there will be a "motorised" kinda shelter so it can be covered when it rains..... then.......I won't haf to freaking grumble when it pours! YaY!! =0)
hmm.. u tink it will remain a dream? yea..I think so too... oh well. dreams are for free..

oh shucks it's almost 2 am.. gotta get to sleep soon.. alritey.. u guys haf a reeally nice xmas weekend huh... if u are bored..come get a coffee on the eve's midnight... yea..Ill be WOOOORKING.... how cool is that!

with metta...............................................