2nd thoughts..

tot bout wat I thought yesterday..realised it's kinda dumb.. how can u ever know it's a sure win if love's a gamble.. oh well..
when I asked my mum, isn't it sad if one marries someone he/she doesn love at all.. was told not everyone's that lucky..and why the hell am I thinking so much when I don't even have a boyfriend...fancy talking bout marriage n old-age life.. sheesh.
actually..think im a loser in rlshps stuff.. remember someone once told me.."for a lover..tink u cannot make it lor..too complicated.. " huh...actually up till now..i still dunno wat that means..and I was kind of too hurt to ask.. sigh.. I guess im the cannot make it type?


u ever reach a stage where u hold back..in letting others really know u.. like u are afraid they will leave u once they know about you.. friends, girlfriends, boyfriends, etc... and then u think ..if they are true friends..they won't leave....yet..u are afraid still.. u don't dare to take the chance.. wat will u do? are u the type who is not afraid of how others see u... or are u the type who rather not risk it

oh yea..wanted to add on to yest. l.o.v.e stuff.. it's from the show Mexican...(Brad Pitt n Angelina Jolie..*drool drool..*) It makes so much sense to me, Ill never forget it..
U know how we all have a threshold of things... patience, stress n all.. we have a limit... we know when enough is enough. u can't take it anymore..u call it quits..
but in Love..when u really love somebody...how do you know when enough is enough...??
answer....never...
guess that's unconditional love...n loving someone for who he/she is..

ps BF dearies: Ajahn Brahm's story bout the chicken n duck....really made good sense to me..ill never forget that either...

alrite..tink im getting a little too eww...all this lovey stuff ...ppl haf a threshold of it too.. oh well. u take care peepz..good care huh..

with metta...