tell me it will be okay..

these few days' been kinda fun...well at least some smiles are back.. laughter's real.. maybe cos the rain's gone..n the sun is my lady luck! =>
but today..got me thinking bout some stuff....
haf u ever reach a point where u don't know wat to do, and u just can't seem to trust wat u want.. its like being betrayed before n u don't want to be made a fool again.. but somehwere inside u still hope.. u want to believe it can be good...

if u had a really bad accident on an escalator..ull prob not dare to take any after that.. if u ve been bitten by a snake before.. u get hysterical each time u see one after that...
a cup that means a lot to u...but has many cracks from dropping too often.. u will probably take extra care of it.. or do you not care? I will care. and Ill be afraid it will drop again. am I strange? or that probably sounds stupid to u.. i guess u won't get it..if uve never been hurt too many times.
oh well ..

let's talk bout smtg today.. wat is ur definition of fidelity or infidelity? I realised a simple word like tat means totally different stuff to different ppl.. was talking bout it with my friends n gotten different true opinion... let's see which type u belong to..

1. u ain't betraying ur partner if it's just a fling.. if no "sexual" contact or watsoever it's not considered infidelity.. thinking bout someone else while being with another is not considered being unfaithful.

2. u r only unfaithful if u decide to continue seeing another person while in a rlshp (2timing)..

3. unfaithful is when ur thoughts are always about someone else rather than the one u are with.. (this is usually found ridiculous by guys... wat do ya think? )

4. unfaithful is when u haf "indecent" thoughts about someone else u know ( not talking bout models etc.) while being attached.

5. (this is the best..) having flings here and there while in a rlshp is still considered faithful if u still love ur gal/guy and wants to be with her/him. flings are nothing significant..... (what the????)

trust me..i m not making this up.. aint u surprised how different we all think? haa. oh well.. juz smtg to think about..

alright..darn tired. take care guys.

with metta..