happy valentine's day..hugz.

yOz peepz.. Happy Valentine's Day~ =)
for those in love.. it's a "BIG" day.. with the girls wondering and guessing in excitement what their beloved had planned... and the guys having a big headache.. haa.

for those not in a relationship.. it's a fun day.. laughing at the couples doing silly things for the sake of the day... n burning a big hole in the pockets. hee. and im so glad i belong to the 2nd group.. haa. yea.. some think singles r pathetic cos they aint "wanted".. n 'unloved'.
hmm.. i think otherwise.. im pretty glad i dun need to cry over somebody elses' problems.. being happy or sad is all up to me...not someone else.. im really loved by people i treasure.. (which probably would be my parents..n brother? ) it's the best thing i can get. =)

i remember the days when i used to be "attached"... most of the time... it was hard not to feel affected when the other was making things tough. it's hard to feel happy when the other was having a bad day. u spend so much time trying to please the other.. without knowing what u exactly want. that's sad.
but of course, there are times.. (actually i think only for specific someone..) that make u smile even when i think of it now.. silly things we did .. the world seemed wonderful all the time. nothing was too tough to bear. well..that's "love" i guess.. the power of that. come to think of it now.. i wonder what love is exactly... where do u draw the line between love.. infatuation.. obsession.

when someone u love make a mistake.. u forgive them.. but how many times will you forgive until u "had enough".. and what mistakes will you never forgive them for...
they say love is unconditional.. that would be definitely true of parents' love.. they are amazing people. they always want the best for their children, always willing to sacrifice for their kids' safety n happiness. aint it amazing? would u do that for someone else?

hmm.. how do u know u love someone? to me..it's a big word. it's been a long time since i feel the "i wanna be with ... " or the high of being in love.. yet to meet the someone who gives me the "right" feeling... it's hard to explain how it feels like.. but it's not the "love" where u feel patronised.. not the "love" where u feel misunderstood... not the "love" where u feel that the person is always comparing u with others ..or always wanting u to change.. not the "love" where u feel that it's only gonna last a moment.. not the kind where u know it's gonna go to some other prettier babes anytime.. nope. call me old fashion..but i think love is something sacred. something pure n something lasting. something that makes u feel like the luckiest person on earth. not cursed. =)

happy valentine's day peepz..
with lotsa metta.