up n down...down n up...

been a trying day @ work.. sales was not too bad last few days.. seemed to be going down. that's the thing bout commission-based job.. u get sales u get money..no sales..eat grass... precisely why i was never into such jobs.. *stressed*
well.. honestly this job is pretty interesting... get to meet interesting ppl..nice or not.. today..was almost close to ridiculous.. extremely RUDE ppl who obviously think they know everything n think they r superior to us...who knock on their doors. sheesh. *rolls eyes*
u believe in karma? i do. perhaps just my bad karma ripening.. meeting such ppl. sigh. i swear i never do that to others.guess it was my previous life then. urgh.

im tired. really. stressed too. dunno how to explain la. anyway, ate a lot of rubbish which is supposedly "comfort food" but din seem to help. *obviously* dunno how others can take "comfort" in them. just makes me feel worse .. =P
feel like i should talk to someone. but i also dunno where to start. n no one seems good to listen. dun wanna throw my troubles to someone else anyway. maybe i need a swim. it will help.

xmas's coming..which means 2007 is ending. this year flew past...all seem so fast.
let's see...many regrets this year..many things i wish din occur.. sucky decisions.
only best thing that i guess im glad i did was to my 1 month trip to Khao Lak Orphanage.. the things i did..the ppl i met.. the experiences i had (yea.including getting a burn from the Harley bike..heh.) that was such a wonderful time i ll never forget...

i really hope 2008's gonna be more memorable.. haa. yea i guess i should be telling myself that IM gonna make 2008 great.. oh well whatever it is... gonna make the best out of it. definitely ..another trip to thailand... =) *excited*

with metta...